May
12
today
i stepped on the ice for the first time in months.
sure i’d done intramural hockey, but this was actual practice.
and i landed a double loop. seriously a miracle.
i weigh more than i ever have in my life. freshman 15 and all i suppose.
my father: “you look twice as big as anyone else on the ice”
actual truth, b/c most on the ice look about 50-60 pounds and 7-9 years old at most.