Jul
6
this may be the last summer i ever “train”, the closing chapter of this dream i held for years and then tried to maintain as time fizzled out as a consequence of academic pursuits.
my mother was talking about “adult championships” the other week, and i really don’t think i want to do this anymore. i think it may be time to pursue athletics as fun rather than competitive training. but letting go at this level is much harder than most realize. it’s probably why i’m actually still training this summer.
